meeples.

Wow. I should be satisfied with everything, but instead I'm unreasonably dissatisfied. I'm not quite sure what's going on in my strange little mind at the moment. It kind of feels like everything's crashing down over my head and penetrating my mind in the most unsavoury manner.

Anyways... I came to the conclusion that Wireless will be shit. The grandmother then decided to offer to buy me a ticket for Wakestock. I'm not entirely sure who's going though. I think I'd rather see my favourite artist and be alone than go to a festival where I might be alone but wander into someone I despise. Meep. Really not sure what to do.

The grandmother persuaded me to go to the doctors today. Apparently I have a trapped nerve in my neck and she also said something about repetitive strain injury. Meep.

I can't sleep. As usual. But I slept for less time than I usually would (which is saying something!) yesterday. I should be able to sleep. I just cant. It sucks. I'm really sleepy too.

I keep accidentally listening to incredibly apt songs.

Not sure what I want to write.

I think I'll go get lots of food and do a spot of comfort eating. =/

Morrissey and Cigarettes...

Eep. I impulsively bought a ticket for the O2 Wireless Festival on July 4th. Only to see Morrissey really. It's in less than a week. I'm extremely terrified though because it means going to London alone and possibly hanging round Euston or Birmingham for about 4 or 5 hours. That part wont be fun at all. I'm not even sure the actual festival will be all that fun. After all, who wants to go to a festival alone? I'm insane i tell thee! INSANE! Although it is Morrissey, therefore should be good, no matter how alone I am. I hope it'll be ok. I don't really want to get murdered or anything. It's Morrissey though. I would give my life for Morrissey. He is my God... Absolute fucking legend. I'm glad I bought the ticket even though it's going to possibly be one of the scariest nights of my life! It's all worth it! *needs to stop impulsively buying things!*

What's with cigarette packets? People who start smoking are generally old enough to know the risks! My current pack says something along the lines of 'smoking causes impotence', I don't give a fuck! I'm female FFS! ... 'Smokers die younger' THANK GOD! I don't want to live until I'm about 80, I'd rather die young! Living past the age of 40 definitely doesn't seem worth the effort... Unless of course your name is Steven Patrick Morrissey.... 'Smoking kills' - yeah, we've all heard that one, but It kills indirectly! It's the cancer or the emphysema that kills. Not the cigarettes... I'm not sure why all this angers me, but meep! lol.

Anyways, I'm off to smoke cancer sticks, talk to rodents and drink diet coke.