Stuffage.

There's a cute moth flying round in here. He keeps flying into my computer screen... I think it's because it's dark and it's the only light source.

I bought some shmexiful new shoes today (see pic). I love them! It's great having shoes that aren't either slip-on things, wellies or converse with laces I can no longer tie. Not entirely sure spending £30 on shoes at this particular point in my life is the best idea I've ever had, especially when I spent over £20 on other stuff... but hey ho! I bought some socks and a couple of tops too. The tops look way too sophisticated and make me look like a posh person, but I don't care. At least they fit me better than non-maternity tops. My usual size rolls up over the bump and bigger sizes look silly because although they cover the bump, they're dead baggy around the arms and shoulders and stuff. Maternity clothes are my only real option at the moment because they don't look as ridiculous. Meeps. Hopefully I wont need to waste my money on any more clothing or anything in the next 6 weeks!

I went out tonight. It was the last time I'll see most people before they bugger off to far away university lands. It was quite a good night. Went to general pubs (Yellow, Wetherspoons and Rascals). Once again, I didn't spend any money all night. When I'm not drinking alcohol, I don't really feel the need to buy drinks. I had a bottle of water in my bag and that was all I consumed. If I had spent lots of money on drinks, it would have been a pointless waste of money. Walking up bitch hill is a lot worse than it usually would be when this pregnant. It should have some kind of warning sign at the bottom of it, telling pregnant people not to go up it. Could have died or something lol.

I'm waiting for the crazed farmer's wife who commented on my last blog post (about Llanffest) to reply. I quite enjoyed writing my replies to her. She pissed me off and amused me at the same time. My hope of her writing back is slowly dripping away... Gutted! XD I wonder what she'd say about the fact I went to pubs and walked up bitch hill whilst pregnant! There are so many things I would like to call her, but I'm not going to sink to her level. Meep. Why wont she reply?! Ooohh... maybe I've stumped her or something!

Anyhow. I'm gonna go to sleep because I'm rather sleepy. Night.

Rant.

Nothing has gone smoothly today. Well, I've only really done one thing today... but that didn't go smoothly. Everything was late and for a change it wasn't me!

Went to the job centre. My appointment was at 2:40. I got there stupidly early at like 2:00. I looked at the jobs on the machines and stuff... but I had to wait until 3:00 for my appointment. First they lost my thingy with paper shizz in it and then there was some kind of kerfuffle where they were really behind with new claims (I have to get someone to call the people tomorrow to see if mine has gone through yet). So I had to wait another year or so. I then had to talk to a bitch who looked down her nose at me, was really quite horrible and implied I was lying about the fact I've been looking for a job. I haven't been. I just haven't found anything that I can realistically do at the moment. She was trying to tell me that there's no reason why I can't be on my feet for 8 hours a day lifting things. It's like 'HELLOOOO- I'm 25 weeks pregnant, already getting all uncomfortable and stuff and I'm just going to get pregnanter!' Bitch! I don't like having to be on benefits and stuff, I'm only doing this because I have literally no money at the moment. Thing is, I'll be eligible for other stuff in a few weeks and I don't want to be jumping through stupid little hoops to get JSA. Realistically, nobody is going to employ me at the moment and it's a waste of my time. Yeah, I want a job, but if I didn't have to do all this crap I'd wait until the baby is at least a few months old to start looking. MOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!! So yeah, She was a bitch.
To top it all off, I was waiting a very long time for a taxi that never turned up.

RAWR! Anyhow, even though job hunting is futile, I'm going to try to find something anyway. I need to work out how to make myself sound good on a CV. I have no other achievements apart from my GCSEs and no previous job experience.

Heh, this blog is weird... it's all serious and about grown-uppy shizz... Scary!

I'll update soon with something more light-hearted! XD